All Aboard the Pity Boat: No thanks, I'll Walk.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

No thanks, I'll Walk.

Ok, for some weird reason, I'm completely dreading tonight's "run". :(

I have been looking forward to them up till now. Yesterday I even went for a mile walk with river so that I wouldn't be going out tonight after having done nothing for two days.

I really hope tonight doesn't kick my ass. I'm definitely doing week 1 over again...

ugh.

3 comments:

MMarch 27, 2009 at 11:36 AM
Aw! Don't get discouraged! Go ahead and do week one as many times as you need to!!
After you do it - you will be SO happy you did!!

Keep it up! You can do it!!
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Flying MonkeysMarch 28, 2009 at 11:50 AM
Hey, did you pick it back up?

The second day of both week one and 2 have been the hardest for me. Even when I was running the whole 30 minutes, forever ago, there were tough days. Just lace back up and go, unless you're body is hurting (not the usual soreness of starting exercise) and telling you not to.

You can do it!
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jillMarch 30, 2009 at 4:38 PM
Monty: thanks for the push :) I needed it.

FlyingMonkeys: I did actually - see my next post. I appreciate you asking about me and your comment!
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My Timeline (Not entirely IF related)

Early 1996 - "Oops" Marriage; quit college and moved to CA
Mid 1996 - Made decision that we were ready to start a family
Late 1996 - Had dr's appt due to antibiotic allergy - which lead to my first ever pap - which lead to finding large ovarian cyst ("the size of a 7th month pregnancy")
Jan 1997 - Surgery to remove ovarian cyst
Late 1997/1998 - Several cycles of clomid and more cycles using OPKs
1999 - Moved to MA
Mid 2000 - Marriage falling apart; started BCPs
Oct 2000 - Moved out and into tiny apt
Dec 2000 - Met R in person for the first time (just friends at the time)
Early 2001 - Divorce decision made
Mid 2001 - Moved to NY
Late 2002 - Resumed quest for children with the correct person this time; stopped BCPs
May 2005 - Graduated with a degree in Biotechnology
May 2005 - "Real" Marriage :)
June 2005 - River came to live with us! (9 weeks old)
2007 - Discovered FF and starting charting
Apr 2008 - RE Consultation; PCOS dx (?); Started Glumetza but stopped after a few months of no change.
May 2008 - HSG; nothing abnormal found, both tubes clear
Oct 2009 - Appt w/ new-to-me GYN&Fertility Clinic. PCOS still suspected. U/s boring and normal - thin lining. Back on Glumetza (type of met) and CD3 bloodwork ordered.
March 2010 - CD3 b/w finally taken! Next appt scheduled for 4/19.
April 2010 - Started low dose thyroid med to bring TSH down from an 8. Triglycerides very high but GYN recommends GP to treat if needed. All other blood test numbers are completely normal. Really focusing on weight loss for the time being. Repeat HSG coming later this summer. (never happened)
June 2011 - Went back to clinic and discussed clomid cycle. Cycle cancelled due to elevated TSH. Started low dose thyroid med again. 2nd HSG - tubes open but non-smooth lining in some places. Declined suggested D&C.
July 2011 - Next cycle also cancelled due to elevated TSH (now down to 4) and ovarian cyst. Doubled thryoid med dose and on low dose BCP.
August 2011 - ClomidCycle1 - 100mg clomid from 8/6 through 8/10.
Aug 16th - Progress appt found one 20+mm follicle and a couple under 16mm; lining good. HCG trigger given.
Aug 31st - Beta for ClomidCycle1 = negative
September 2011 - ClomidCycle2 ??
Note: All time in between, except for the two years on BCP, was spent in various stages of TTC from passive to charting/herbal supps/OPKs/etc.